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/ © gagetganda / 10:35 AM / December 2, 2008 / star /

One True Love

in reel world, what I'm feeling

Ever since talaga big issue sa akin ang 'ex' or ika nga nila 'past love'. I get really jealous and very selfish kapag andun ako sa situation na yun. Kasi parang alam mo yun? Wala akong panama doon.. I'm just the present at never ko matatalo kung ano man ang nangyari sa kanila.

I had watched the movie "One True Love" dito sa bahay with my family. I never thought na ex issue pala ang plot ng kwento. All throughout the movie, I can't help but cry. Hell yeah. I'm such a cry baby whenever I watch mga ganung tipo na movie. Nakakaaliw lang kasi parehas yung mga lines ni Dingdong saka how Marian tried to save their relationship. It reminds me of what had happened just recently. Yeah it still hurts. Pero kailangan mag move on and be mature.

Whatever the outcome will be I just followed my heart. Alam ko naman kasi yun ang magpapakasaya sa akin. I just hope they will be happy for me in whatever decision I did.. saka alam ko naman my friends will always be there to lift me up from shit.. whatever happens.

Thank you coz you realized your mistake. I was mad.. yeah. Obvious ba? Masakit kasi yun. Gaya nga sa mga previous post ko, I felt like a doll na kung kelan mo trip paglaruan yun pag sawa na.. andun itatago na xa sa cabinet. Ewan ko ba sa'yo at na rattle ka sa ex mo. Pero I can't blame you coz she used to be a huge part of your life. Yan ang laban na alam ko, wala.. talo na agad si watashi.. It hurts pero ganun yun e!

One sorry can erase everything..

When I love.. minsan lang at madalas hindi ko siya macontrol. However most of the time they take me for granted. Pero I follow whatever things that will make them happy even if my own happiness is at risk, cge go.

See my worth.. coz meron ako nun!

I still can't get over sa movie.. Galing.. Nakarelate si watashi.. har! har!

Listening to: We belong by Mariah Carey
Watching: One True Love
Feeling: jealous

/ © kidbaliw / 12:09 PM / November 30, 2008 / star /

Rock the Riles

Since 2005, Rock Ed Philippines has been ending its work-year with a mammoth celebration of Human Rights.  We hold eight (8) simultaneous events in eight  (8) train stations of the MRT line along historic EDSA.  ROCK THE RILES is held every Sunday closest to International Human Rights Day.  (Intl HR Day is celebrated every Dec 10)  

Despite having no commercial funding this year, we all decided to push through with it anyway.  Everyone involved in 'Rock the Riles 2008' pitched in to make it possible.  Shelled out cash, lent some equipment, lent expertise, talent and time.

So we can squarely say: This one's ours.

This gathering is our rally of sorts, that one time we decide to physically come together and say the same thing at the same time. That one time we decide to pool our voices and say "No more excuses, Philippines." 

Next Sunday, take the train. Choose a station. Watch a gig. Take a stand. Rock and roll.

Save the date:  7th of Dec, 2008. 2-7pm at any MRT station nearest you.


Confirmed artists: Radioactive Sago Project, Sugarfree, Up Dharma Down, Gasulina, Giniling Festival, Paramita, Ang Bandang Shirley, Sleepwalk Circus, Swissy, Juan Pablo Dream, Musical O, Outerhope, Urbandub, Intolerant, Taken by Cars, Typecast, Switch, Out of Body Special, Hilera, Nyctinasty, Salamin, Severo, Faspitch, Subscapular, Peryodiko, Cambio, Enemies of Saturn, Blue Jean Junkies, Analog, Agnes Ingarra, Analog, Pin-up Girls, Bagetsafonik, Roots of Nature, Chillitees, Mozzie, Lahi, Chicosci, Lowtechs, Playphonics, Nyco Maca, College Coed, Join the Club, The Youth, Jeepney Joyride, Sopiz, Zelle, Menaya, Ciudad, Head, Chardonnay, Miko Aguilar, Nityalila, Matilda, PhilTag, Nokia-Rock Ed ACTS Music Scholars from Childhope Asia and Virlanie Foundation, Tribu rap artists, Beware of Death Threat, Miscellaneous, Monique, Ill-J, Mike Swift, Pamilya Dimagiba, People's Future and more.

Details to follow. 

For now, kindly help us spread the word that Rock the Riles 2008 is on. 

Salamat,
Gang Badoy

http://gangbadoy.multiply.com/journal/item/256/ROCK_THE_RILES_2008

Rock Ed Philippines

/ © gagetganda / 05:13 PM / November 29, 2008 / star /

Meet Toto

in real world, what I'm feeling

Let me tell you what had happened on my way home tonight. There's this guy.. Actually I saw him looking at me bago sumakay ng puj sa baclaran. Nung sumakay ako he followed me and seated beside me.

Normal naman yung byahe pero noong umabot na kami sa Coastal Mall mejo nakaramdam na ako ng kakaiba sa kanya. His style was kunwari nagkakamot xa ng left arm niya but his hands are caressing my right arm pati waist ko. Noong una iniignore ko lang pero mukang nag enjoy si toto (let's call him Toto since muka siyang Toto talaga) sa ginagawa niya.

Umabot na kami sa Talaba and mejo nairita na talaga ako. I told him, "And what do you think you're doing?" nagulat xa. "You're not scratching your arm, bastos ka! Ako huwag mo ako tatarantaduhin! Punyeta ka!" sabi ko in a loud voice.

Yung mga tao talagang nag tinginan sa amin. E gago pala xa akala niya tatahimik ako at hahayaan ko siyang gumawa ng katarantaduhan? NO WAY!

Napahiya siya kasi I was really irate at pinahiya ko siya. Umiiwas na nga ako like I keep on moving every now and then pero mukang talagang pervert itong si Toto.

Pagbaba niya sa SM Bacoor, aba sinisiko pa ako ni Toto. Nainis ako! Sabi ko "Hoy gago, huwag mo nga ako sikuhin! Tarantado to ah!" Sabay tinulak ko siya palabas ng jeep. He didn't look back at siya pa may gana mag ganun? Tangina diba?

But I'm scared in a way kasi baka abangan ako sa Baclaran at resbakan ako.

Paksyet!

Listening to: Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
Feeling: annoyed

/ © kidbaliw / 11:43 AM / November 29, 2008 / 2 shooting star~~! /

Dangers of being in love

in reel world

"and it's you 
your scent
it's like a drug to me
like my own personal brand of heroin"

-Edward Cullen, Twilight

Falling in love can be really dangerous. It can make you do things out of your sanity ways. There's always a complication to spice things up and put color in the scene. Every girl wishes of her own knight shining armor, someone who can protect them whenever they're in distress. The real world isn't like that because there's no such thing as "happily ever after.." in a relationships. It requires a lot of patience, understanding, real emotions, trust and an open communication to keep things smooth sailing. There's no easy way to keep the love alive. Boredom kicks into the relationship and it ruins any almost-perfect relationships.

Be careful with whom we should give our heart. We don't learn if we don't get hurt from being in love. We will not be strong if we never get angry. Parting ways are really a pain in the ass. Lies and deception will not mold us to become more sensitive and cautious the next time we fall in love.

Sometimes love can be so addictive that in the end it can kill us. It's beautiful at first but in the end? It can be tragic at the same time.

Listening to: If I'm not in love with you by Jennylyn Mercado & Janno Gibbs | One hello by Angela Bofill
Watching: Twilight
Feeling: melancholy

/ © kidbaliw / 02:47 PM / November 27, 2008 / 9 shooting star~~! /

24th on the 28th!

Birthday treat at Baguio. Totally excited!

Listening to: chris brown forever
Feeling: excited

/ © zinnia06 / 10:53 PM / November 25, 2008 / 12 shooting star~~! /

It's my life

in real world, what I'm feeling

This pic was taken in Cowboy's Grill in Manila together with my friends. Even if the place was loud, fun and all that, I can feel deep loneliness inside.

There was a guy who even tried to lured me but I ignored his prescence. He's a teeny foreigner (actually my type of american.. I think? hehe.)with brown hair and curly long hair. Like he even made his move and asked the workers there to get my attention and bought me a drink. Well thanks for the drink but i'm not in the mood to flirt around.. I just smiled at him then flipped my hair and continued to be a spectator in the party place.

Before that american guy, I even got an encounter from another guy and he asked for an indecent proposal. Do you think I'm that stupid to sleep with you? I don't care if you stay in a hotel.. I can handle myself and I don't need a damn. Besides I wanted to sleep in my room this days with loud music... DND po!

I really appreciated my friends who were there perking me up everytime I broke down. All of them given me the same advice.. Siguro kung pwede lang nila ako iuntog sa pader para magising lang ako panigurado ginawa na nila.

The first day was a hell for me. I'm still trying to understand and get the positive reason to what had happened. I feel betrayed, broken and defenseless. All I know is within that relationship I played fair and square. It's really hard for me to fall in love easily with a guy. I thought he was sincere (coz kita naman natin dba?), gentleman and he even tried to gain my trust. He saw my best and worst phase of my personality. He was always there as a shoulder to cry on when I need one. He treated me so well that in the process I fell in love with him. Kahit na sumisegway siya even if he was courting me.. still I accepted him and loved him. May naririnig na ako rumors about him pero I still asked him for the truth.. but he always tells me the half truths. Over whelming siya for me sa ngayon kasi lumalabas na yung mga truths na dapat noon ko pa nalaman. Parang hindi ko inexpect na ginagawa niya pala niya yun behind my back.. AND it hurts!! Parang ano ba ginawa ko sa kanya and I was treated like this?

If that was also your intention sana hindi mo nalang binulabog mundo ko. Like if you're not really ready to be in a relationship with me then sana hindi ka nalang nagpakita ng lahat ng sincerity na yan or even asked my friends paano ako aamuhin. Sana hindi mo ako sinanay na lagi ka anjan to protect me from the people who can hurt me but it turn out na ikaw pala yung taong yun na dapat kong iwasan. It's too painful for me to accept the fact na I was an option for you. After 9 months mo akong pinagtiyagaan.. Ano yun? Past time? Galing mo.. Ang galing galing mo.

I feel really depress and I don't have any appetite to eat normally. Lagi nalang ako umiinom or nagyoyosi.. Sabi nga nila pumayat ako lalo..

I just don't know how to get out from the world you had created for me. You don't have to promise me that you'll come back after you realize something kapag hindi nagwork yung sa ano na yan. I'm also a girl.. nasasaktan din ako! You just decided on your on without even asking or even caring how will I feel. Naisip mo lang sarili mong kaligayahan.. at ako? Am I like a doll na since tapos na paglaruan andun na ulit sa cabinet.. itatago mo na ako at paglalaruan pag nabore ka ulit?

 Your love wasn't enough for you to stay in my arms. You didn't really love me.. coz if you do you'll never choose her over me.. right?

**hooo! alas syete na ng umaga.. tutulog galore nanaman ako nito. Buti nalang RD ako..

Listening to: It's my life by Bon Jovi
Feeling: depressed

/ © kidbaliw / 05:40 PM / November 23, 2008 / 19 shooting star~~! /

Setting your own custom domain

in General News

In the past, you've had to contact me to set your own custom domain. This is no longer the case - I've added a new page in the control panel (Settings > Set Custom Domain) which lets you set your own domain name. I've updated the documentation page with instructions on how to set-up your Tabulas to use a domain name.

/ © tabulas / 05:35 PM / November 23, 2008 / 1 shooting star~~! /